Short Update

I haven't been able to write this week, it's been pretty horrible. Josh has been sick, as I've said before, and he had to be admitted to the hospital for IV antibiotics and pain meds. I knew I had to keep working since he wasn't able to, but I felt so awful leaving him. I wanted to sleep there, then just dress and go straight to work in the morning but he wouldn't let me. Growl...I hated to argue with him so I just gave in.

I feel like a failure as a wife, I mean leaving him when he's sick enough to be in the hospital, what does that say about me? That I'm devoted to work? Or that we're both way too stubborn for our own good?

Anyways, Josh came home today, yay! but he's going to have to have surgery eventually, boo! So until then we'll be living on my income, which honestly isn't enough to pay the bills. I'm so stressed I could cry. I need to get a second job so we're comfortable, but he doesn't want me to. I mean I understand his point, but at the same time I have to do what I have to do for us. Even if I could moolight as a typist it would help.

Anyways, that's a very short version of my week so far...although the rest of the week shouldn't be too eventful, my boss is outta town!!!! woo break time haha